Who dictates inside us, sets the topic for reflection and judgment, immobilizes us and affects our daily life? Why do we succumb to negativity? Why can't people find what is positive and unite? Why in the consumerist format do the dead actively influence decisions of the living? Why do people build the same rigid hierarchy in this world as it is in the world of the dead? Why do so many sane people obsessively desire or seek self-destruction? Is our consciousness mortal? Why does consciousness not perceive the concept of death? Where does the thought arise from: "Blast it all, let all this world collapse, let it end soon"? Where is our instinct of self-preservation? Where is our will to live, and why is all this happening?