There is an inner need to do good things and to help the ALLATRA movement! And a message is already being written, a call is being made, but then the following happens! Consciousness comes into play and begins to turn up its nose at all the suggested good deeds, like saying, this doesn’t suit it and that doesn’t suit it. It wants something special! But even when this special thing falls into its hands, there is a million excuses and tricks so as not to do it! And here, the way out is very simple - if you decided to do good things and participate in the projects of ALLATRA, then go ahead and do it, and don’t listen to this receiver called consciousness, which broadcasts 24 hours a day in your head.
Hello everyone! Today Olya is with you again. And I want to share my insights with you as well as things I realized after watching the programme "Consciousness and Personality. From the inevitably dead to the eternally Alive." And I’d like to share today, let’s say, my additions to one VLOG, which I’ve just watched today. That VLOG was about good deeds, about how consciousness prevents us from doing good deeds. Volodya from Kiev shared his understanding. And, in general, there’s such a thing, that one really wants to do good things and all that, to help the movement. Consciousness says: - That’s it! I’m down with everything and so on. Give me anything, and I’ll be useful to the public.
And there’s such a funny thing that, for example, I call girls in the CC (Coordination Center) or somehow I connect with them and ask: "Hey, girls, please, give me some video to edit, or something else. The Soul is just asking for it.
And the girls reply:
- Okay, go ahead, make subtitles for the video.
And I'm like: - Oh, no! Are you serious?! This is the pettiest work! No-no-no! I’m not gonna do it!
- Okay, let's make a voice over: Russian – English or English - Russian.
- No, it's so boring, it’s such a drag.
I tried it, it’s not for me at all!
- Well, try the timestamps. - Oh, I don’t know how to do those!
- Well, let's get into this project ... - No, I write something there, no one pays any attention to me.
Oh, here I don’t understand anything at all, and there’s no time. And it turns out that I'm such a star who says - I won’t do this! I don’t want that!
She’s fussy about it, she wants to be a star. She only wants to do what she wants.
And there was this instance in the chat room where people who live in the United States (our group) communicate.
There was a person who was also offered some options, but he said: - No, I don’t want to do voice-overs of other people’s thoughts! I want to do voice-overs of my thoughts. I want to help people to move in the right direction, share my experience.
And here my consciousness just jumped on him, in a very impudent way: You... You... You... Such arrows just flew right away.
And I’m thinking : - What the heck?! (Oh, I probably shouldn’t have said such a word here). So I’m thinking: - Well, what kind of nonsense is it?
I started analyzing myself and realized that he had just mirrored me, that I have the same issue, that I’m just saying that I’m ready to help, but, in fact, I’m also picking, looking for something that will be easier for my consciousness to do. But that’s completely wrong! Because consciousness, in fact, always tells you: - What’s so special about that Coordination Center (CC)?! They have a lot of people there... You open the chat and see everyone messaging there nonstop. They have so many helpers there and even more, a lot, actually! What is this "Universal Grain"? There are probably so many “truth diggers” already involved, may be three dozen if not even more. Why do they need me there with my consciousness and with my analysis, which I don't even know how to do!
But, guys, I want to say that this is all not true! And, first of all, for myself, now I’ve already realized what the point is.
The fact that when I was doing monkey work which is such a monotonous one: like inserting subtitles - it's when you just sit like an idiot and monotonously do the same thing over and over again; but it was exactly at these moments (when I started going through my memory) that I became free as Personality.
I realized that I’m not a body, I’m not consciousness, that I have a choice and that the one who is whining: - Oh, I'm so tired! I want so badly to sleep. I have no energy ... All that stuff, it's not me at all, that I'm something else, it's not me who’s whining, whimpering and stamping with a hoof. No!
This is not true. I have understood what the point is, the fact that I want to make VLOGs it’s because of my pridefulness - cause it's so cool. I am my own woman, I say whatever I want!
But she can’t do even this. Honestly, she finds a million excuses for this: - Who even needs it? And etcetera. You are proud, put a crown on your head and all that. Meaning, it’s constantly either up or down. Not to mention other projects: - Oh, yes, yes, I will, I will! I fanned my feathers out and immediately folded them back in. In short, the point is just to lie on the sofa and do nothing. But at the same time, consciousness blames you, pushes you down, because you are a lazy pig, you just want to lie on the sofa and stroke your belly. The bottom line is, I came to the conclusion that you shouldn’t listen to your consciousness, you just need to act. You just decided to help, decided to get freedom, so you go and get it and ignore all that stuff.
And you don’t react at all to consciousness which will always find a million excuses why it can’t do this, why it can’t do that, why it can’t do whatever….
You should always remember: You are the Personality! And you don’t care about this three-dimensional world! If the consciousness doesn’t like to do something, then this is its problem!
So guys, please, make VLOGs, participate in projects, write to the Coordination Center. There is work for everyone. In actual fact, it's great, when we are all united by some common cause and we are doing something good. Well, first of all, guys, we help ourselves to understand better who we are and in what direction we’re moving.
And, please, don’t forget to send your VLOGs after watching the programme "Consciousness and Personality. From the inevitably dead to the eternally Alive. "